I am so sorry I’ve done this to myself. And to you, those who have patiently stuck by me for YEARS as I struggle to write this story where basically nothing happens and people don’t just SAY what they need to say.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry for how this story is going to end, because I know I won’t do it justice. I really didn’t know what I was doing with this story, but I went ahead and did it anyway… and it reads like a story that doesn’t know what it is. At least to me.
Maybe a little down the road, after the dust has settled, I’ll be able to clean it up and set it right. Maybe.
Right now I just can’t stomach the idea of ever having to read it again.